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Sandra A Mancini
November 25, 1944 ~ July 29, 2017 (age 72) 72 Years Old Light a Candle
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A candle was lit by bree
on March 18, 2022 9:55 AM
A candle was lit by John Mancini (Son)
on March 14, 2022 6:44 AM
A candle was lit by John Mancini
on October 22, 2020 5:27 PM
This been over 3 years since you were called to Heaven.. I cried like a baby when you left . I had to grow up fast ! No more calling you looking for every answer to every question I had . Seems like you knew everything .. Some days I still reach for the phone wanting to call you ..hope you would answer . But I know there are no phones in Heaven . I pray for the day when I see you in Heaven ... Yes I believe I will walk with you again in Heaven , and we can tell each other all the wonderful stories we had while we were away from each other .While you have been away I have cry so much because I miss the little things we used to do ... Like go out to eat , go shopping , build stuff , and so much more . You had so much hope in me .. I remember you always telling me "Johnny you are so talented .. you can do anything you want to do " and I would always tell you "I don't feel I'm good enough , and please don't have hope in me .. I will let you down every time , because I am a failure " I remember how many time you cried for me and because of me ... I think of that everyday .. I know it will haunt me for the rest of my days . So times I wish I could go back in time and kick my own ass for the way I treated you. I know I failed you as a son. I know I made you a promise that I would join you right after you passed away .. And I thought about that night I got home But I stopped myself cause I know that if I would have taken my own life than I would never see you again and My belief in God so too strong to let the devil win . But not a day goes by that I don't think of you .. Not a day goes by that I don't hurt inside because I miss you so much . I can't wait for the day I see you again ...In fact I wish for it already . So long for now Momma I love you so much
Your baby boy
Johnny
This been over 3 years since you were called to Heaven.. I cried like a baby when you left . I had to grow up fast ! No more calling you looking for every answer to every question I had . Seems like you knew everything .. Some days I still reach for the phone wanting to call you ..hope you would answer . But I know there are no phones in Heaven . I pray for the day when I see you in Heaven ... Yes I believe I will walk with you again in Heaven , and we can tell each other all the wonderful stories we had while we were away from each other .While you have been away I have cry so much because I miss the little things we used to do ... Like go out to eat , go shopping , build stuff , and so much more . You had so much hope in me .. I remember you always telling me "Johnny you are so talented .. you can do anything you want to do " and I would always tell you "I don't feel I'm good enough , and please don't have hope in me .. I will let you down every time , because I am a failure " I remember how many time you cried for me and because of me ... I think of that everyday .. I know it will haunt me for the rest of my days . So times I wish I could go back in time and kick my own ass for the way I treated you. I know I failed you as a son. I know I made you a promise that I would join you right after you passed away .. And I thought about that night I got home But I stopped myself cause I know that if I would have taken my own life than I would never see you again and My belief in God so too strong to let the devil win . But not a day goes by that I don't think of you .. Not a day goes by that I don't hurt inside because I miss you so much . I can't wait for the day I see you again ...In fact I wish for it already . So long for now Momma I love you so much
Your baby boy
Johnny
A candle was lit by John Mancini (Son)
on October 22, 2020 5:25 PM
A candle was lit by John Mancini (son)
on November 26, 2019 4:40 PM
Message from John (son)
November 26, 2019 4:39 PM
Momma yesterday was your 75th birthday.. I went to the cemetery to visit you . I remember when you were here with me ... I would surprise you with a birthday cake every year. I miss that beautiful smile on your face so much. I miss hearing your voice every day . I miss you ...so much . Happy Birthday Momma ... I can't wait for that day I see you again in Heaven and get to give you the biggest hug ever . I love you so much Momma
A candle was lit by Son - John Mancini
on July 29, 2019 10:33 PM
A candle was lit by John Mancini (Son)
on July 29, 2019 10:32 PM
Today makes two years you been gone . It's seems longer ... I miss you so much Mom. Everyday I die more and more inside . I wish I could hear your voice just one more time .. or even just give you the biggest hug I can . I will always carry you in my memories and in my heart .I love you Mom .. I'll see you in my dreams until I get to Heaven to see you . I can't wait . - Your Broken Son Johnny
Today makes two years you been gone . It's seems longer ... I miss you so much Mom. Everyday I die more and more inside . I wish I could hear your voice just one more time .. or even just give you the biggest hug I can . I will always carry you in my memories and in my heart .I love you Mom .. I'll see you in my dreams until I get to Heaven to see you . I can't wait . - Your Broken Son Johnny
A candle was lit by John Mancini
on May 1, 2019 9:20 PM
I miss you so much Mom...I am so lost without you.
I miss you so much Mom...I am so lost without you.
A candle was lit by John Mancini
on February 10, 2019 4:31 AM
Momma.. It's been a while since I wrote to you. Things have been hard for me lately. I can't call you anymore and get the answers I need in life. It seem like you knew what to do every time I had a problem. They say time heals all .. but not this time. It's been almost 2 yrs since God called you to rest ... And my heart is still broken. You taught me so much in life , But you never taught me how to live without you. I miss you so much Mom. You told me that I would miss you when you were gone ... You were so right . I would give my life for just 5 more minutes with you. All the times I treated you bad .. I live with those demons everyday .. I replay in my head everyday .. Just knowing how God gave me the best Momma ever and how much I failed you . I can't say "I'm sorry" enough .. and I don't blame you if you don't forgive me. It's my fault. I never say good-bye .. Cause you taught me that that means forever. ..I will say so-long for now. I pray to see you in my dreams. But most of all .. I pray I see you in heaven when my time comes. I love you so much Momma. Your baby boy - Johnny
Momma.. It's been a while since I wrote to you. Things have been hard for me lately. I can't call you anymore and get the answers I need in life. It seem like you knew what to do every time I had a problem. They say time heals all .. but not this time. It's been almost 2 yrs since God called you to rest ... And my heart is still broken. You taught me so much in life , But you never taught me how to live without you. I miss you so much Mom. You told me that I would miss you when you were gone ... You were so right . I would give my life for just 5 more minutes with you. All the times I treated you bad .. I live with those demons everyday .. I replay in my head everyday .. Just knowing how God gave me the best Momma ever and how much I failed you . I can't say "I'm sorry" enough .. and I don't blame you if you don't forgive me. It's my fault. I never say good-bye .. Cause you taught me that that means forever. ..I will say so-long for now. I pray to see you in my dreams. But most of all .. I pray I see you in heaven when my time comes. I love you so much Momma. Your baby boy - Johnny
A candle was lit by John Mancini (Son)
on July 30, 2018 3:01 AM
It's been a year you been gone .. and that's a year to long for me . I miss you so much Momma . I still cry for you everyday .. I can't believe you're not here . So many times I wanna pick the phone up and call you ...but I can't . So many times I wanna go to your house and see you ...but I can't . I still talk to your pictures as if you were right here with me . Everyday it hurts more and more . Me and Anthony are talking again ..so far so good . I tell him I love him every time I talk to him ..and he tells me the same . You were so right when you told us that we would need each other when you were gone . You were always right ... I wish I knew than what I know now ... I would have changed my ways so fast . I'm so sorry I treated you the way I did ... I wish I was a better son . I love you so much Momma ... I lost without you . It's like learning how to live all over again ...but this time without you .
It's been a year you been gone .. and that's a year to long for me . I miss you so much Momma . I still cry for you everyday .. I can't believe you're not here . So many times I wanna pick the phone up and call you ...but I can't . So many times I wanna go to your house and see you ...but I can't . I still talk to your pictures as if you were right here with me . Everyday it hurts more and more . Me and Anthony are talking again ..so far so good . I tell him I love him every time I talk to him ..and he tells me the same . You were so right when you told us that we would need each other when you were gone . You were always right ... I wish I knew than what I know now ... I would have changed my ways so fast . I'm so sorry I treated you the way I did ... I wish I was a better son . I love you so much Momma ... I lost without you . It's like learning how to live all over again ...but this time without you .
A candle was lit by John Mancini (Son)
on June 10, 2018 2:24 PM
Today I went riding around on my scoot scoot looking for yard sales and I came across a nice picture box .. The lady only wanted 2 bucks for it ..so I bought it , and went home and cleaned it and put your pictures in it . It looks so beautiful ... just like you Momma . I miss you so much Momma .I wish God would take so I can go see you . I say Good Morning to your picture when I wake up , I tell you where I'm goin and that I'll be ok . and at night I say Goodnight to you and I bless you like you used to bless me .. "Goodnight, God bless , Pleasant dreams, I love you" (as I'm doing the sign of the cross on your forehead) . I don't feel right if I don't say Goodnight to you . I love you so much Momma. I'm still going to the pool .. not sure how much weight I lost ..but i will find out when I go to the doctors on July 16th . I miss calling you everyday .. I haven't talked to Anthony in a while .. I just can't forgive him for what he said about you . I know you would want me too . but I can't Momma ... One day I will talk to him again ,but I will never forgive him ... Well I think I'm gonna go lay down now .. I hope God takes me in my sleep so I can go see you , If not I hope I dream of you . I miss you so much and love you so much Momma . So long for now
Today I went riding around on my scoot scoot looking for yard sales and I came across a nice picture box .. The lady only wanted 2 bucks for it ..so I bought it , and went home and cleaned it and put your pictures in it . It looks so beautiful ... just like you Momma . I miss you so much Momma .I wish God would take so I can go see you . I say Good Morning to your picture when I wake up , I tell you where I'm goin and that I'll be ok . and at night I say Goodnight to you and I bless you like you used to bless me .. "Goodnight, God bless , Pleasant dreams, I love you" (as I'm doing the sign of the cross on your forehead) . I don't feel right if I don't say Goodnight to you . I love you so much Momma. I'm still going to the pool .. not sure how much weight I lost ..but i will find out when I go to the doctors on July 16th . I miss calling you everyday .. I haven't talked to Anthony in a while .. I just can't forgive him for what he said about you . I know you would want me too . but I can't Momma ... One day I will talk to him again ,but I will never forgive him ... Well I think I'm gonna go lay down now .. I hope God takes me in my sleep so I can go see you , If not I hope I dream of you . I miss you so much and love you so much Momma . So long for now
A candle was lit by John Mancini (Son)
on May 16, 2018 7:25 AM
A candle was lit by John Mancini (Son)
on May 16, 2018 7:24 AM
I finally got a chance to go to the cemetery to see you . Mrs. Parker brought me on Mother's day ,but I couldn't find you, cause you don't have a stone yet . So Dawn brought me the day after Mother's Day . I brought you pretty flowers ... your favorite colors . I sat and I talking to you for a little bit ... and every second I was there my heart was full of pain . because I miss you so much Momma . I miss seeing you almost everyday and hearing your voice ... what I would give for one more day with you . I love you so much Momma . Joey ,Dawn and Lisa have been taking care of me and helping me through all of this . They miss you so much too . I think of you everyday , and everyday my heart breaks more and more . You were my best friend also ... we would go almost everywhere together .. I love watching you smile and have fun . I miss those days Momma . I miss you so much . I love you so much Momma ... I hope when my time comes to go to Heaven I get the chance to give you the biggest hug ever and tell you how much I missed you . Until then I will always keep you in my heart and memories . hugs and kisses Momma .. I love you
I finally got a chance to go to the cemetery to see you . Mrs. Parker brought me on Mother's day ,but I couldn't find you, cause you don't have a stone yet . So Dawn brought me the day after Mother's Day . I brought you pretty flowers ... your favorite colors . I sat and I talking to you for a little bit ... and every second I was there my heart was full of pain . because I miss you so much Momma . I miss seeing you almost everyday and hearing your voice ... what I would give for one more day with you . I love you so much Momma . Joey ,Dawn and Lisa have been taking care of me and helping me through all of this . They miss you so much too . I think of you everyday , and everyday my heart breaks more and more . You were my best friend also ... we would go almost everywhere together .. I love watching you smile and have fun . I miss those days Momma . I miss you so much . I love you so much Momma ... I hope when my time comes to go to Heaven I get the chance to give you the biggest hug ever and tell you how much I missed you . Until then I will always keep you in my heart and memories . hugs and kisses Momma .. I love you
A candle was lit by John Mancini (Son)
on April 19, 2018 5:48 AM
There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you . I cry every night cause I miss you so much momma . You were so right when you said that I would miss you when you were gone ... and I do .. more than ever . I'm so sorry I wasn't a better son ...I regret all the fighting and heart aches . I had to say good-bye to Anthony ... I tried momma ... but we will never find common ground . Please don't be be mad momma ...you know I tired my hardest . I still go to Joey and Mary Ann's house every week to spend time with them and for an amazing supper ( you would love Mary Ann's meatloaf ). I love you momma so much ... I can't wait to see you again .. and give you a big hug and let you know that i missed you so much . I'm nothing without you momma .
There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you . I cry every night cause I miss you so much momma . You were so right when you said that I would miss you when you were gone ... and I do .. more than ever . I'm so sorry I wasn't a better son ...I regret all the fighting and heart aches . I had to say good-bye to Anthony ... I tried momma ... but we will never find common ground . Please don't be be mad momma ...you know I tired my hardest . I still go to Joey and Mary Ann's house every week to spend time with them and for an amazing supper ( you would love Mary Ann's meatloaf ). I love you momma so much ... I can't wait to see you again .. and give you a big hug and let you know that i missed you so much . I'm nothing without you momma .
Message from John Mancini (Son)
February 28, 2018 11:47 AM
I miss you so much Momma . I think of you everyday ...I cry for you all the time . The pain of losing you will never go away . I know you're with me. I been going to the pool almost everyday now tryin to lose weight ..and I know you're proud of me . I just you were here with me Momma . I hurt so much .. I'll always be your baby boy.. I love you Momma
Message from Niece Dawn M. Connors
February 10, 2018 2:44 AM
Auntie I know its about you and you were ready to go, but you I/we love and miss you so darn much!!! RIP my sweet aunt until we meet again. Love you!! Always have, always will!!!
A candle was lit by Niece Dawn M. Connors
on February 10, 2018 2:40 AM
A candle was lit by John Mancini (Son)
on January 24, 2018 4:29 AM
Message from June Grenier
January 17, 2018 5:49 PM
Sandy my long time friend I was sad to hear god took you home.... I miss all our shopping and running around and doing errands. God took my man Donald home in August Im Sure you are chatting.. I miss so much see you again when its my time to go home love you Junie
A candle was lit by June Grenier
on January 17, 2018 5:44 PM
A candle was lit by Valerie iafrats
on January 17, 2018 12:23 PM
Message from John Mancini (Son)
January 11, 2018 12:26 PM
This morning was kind of weird after having a dream I don't know what I dreamt it must have been love you because when I woke up I wanted to grab the phone and call you and tell you about it but then I realize I couldn't. I miss you so much. I feel your spirit all around me I talk to you a picture I asked God please give me the strength to make it through the day. I hope I get to see you again when I go to heaven mama so I can give you the biggest hug and tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you. I can't wait I love you Mama
A candle was lit by Niece Dawn M Connors
on November 28, 2017 3:07 PM
A candle was lit by John Mancini (Son)
on November 26, 2017 2:54 AM
Message from John Mancini (Son)
November 26, 2017 2:53 AM
Yesterday was your 73rd birthday. I bought you a lil birthday cake .. lite a candle and sang Happy Birthday to you . I told you I loved you and blew out your candle .. and ate the cake . I miss you so much momma ...Thanksgiving was so different without you ... even though I was with Family .. it just wasn't the same without you . It still so hard to live life without you here with me. But I know you would want me to be happy .. and for me to keep my head up ... I'm trying momma .. I miss so much ... I love you momma .
A candle was lit by Niece Dawn
on October 5, 2017 3:52 PM
A candle was lit by Margie Connors
on September 23, 2017 8:33 PM
A candle was lit by Brian
on September 16, 2017 8:20 PM
Message from Pat
September 14, 2017 5:52 PM
I'm so sorry to hear about Sandys passing may she RIP. Pat Netto Case
A candle was lit by NANCY MATHIEU
on September 14, 2017 10:32 AM
A candle was lit by NANCY MATHIEU - FAMILY FRIEND
on September 14, 2017 10:32 AM
WOW, I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU ARE GONE. BUT, GOD NEEDED YOU. I GO TO CALL YOU STILL, I MISS YOU SO, MUCH! YOU WAS MY FRIEND FOR OVER 40 YEARS. NOW YOU ARE AT PEACE AND WITH THE REST OF YOUR FAMILY AND ALSO, MIKE & JAMIE. SO, I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A BIG PARTY.I'LL ALWAYS KEEP YOU IN MY HEART AND I HAVE ALL THE MEMORIES OF YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. SO, RIP, MY FRIEND. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. LOVE & MISS YOU, YOUR FRIEND, NANCY
WOW, I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU ARE GONE. BUT, GOD NEEDED YOU. I GO TO CALL YOU STILL, I MISS YOU SO, MUCH! YOU WAS MY FRIEND FOR OVER 40 YEARS. NOW YOU ARE AT PEACE AND WITH THE REST OF YOUR FAMILY AND ALSO, MIKE & JAMIE. SO, I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A BIG PARTY.I'LL ALWAYS KEEP YOU IN MY HEART AND I HAVE ALL THE MEMORIES OF YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. SO, RIP, MY FRIEND. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. LOVE & MISS YOU, YOUR FRIEND, NANCY
Message from John M. Mancini
September 12, 2017 10:49 AM
You passed away on Saturday morning at 1:26 am , I held your hand so tight cause I didn't want you to go ..but God needed you. I cried like a baby ,my world ended that night . You were my best friend , my beautiful momma and my world ...now I feel so empty inside . I miss you so much momma . I prayed that you would wake up so I could tell you I love you one last time ... but you never did. Everyday when I would go see you I would hold your hand the whole time I was there just praying you could hear me talking to you. I love you so much momma. I wish God took me instead of you . I am truly nothing without you . Every morning when I wake up I thank God for another beautiful day and than I say good morning to you . I remember always calling you when I woke up and talking to you ..I would ask you if you took your medicine , if you ate breakfast and if you had your water next to you. and would keep calling throughout the day to check on you . I miss hearing your voice everyday , and seeing your face almost everyday . I can't wait to see you again ... I pray I get that chance . I love you so much momma and I miss you everyday . I will forever keep you in my heart . no good-byes ...always So long.
A candle was lit by Son John M.Mancini
on September 12, 2017 10:09 AM
Message from Dawn M Connors
September 12, 2017 6:35 AM
Auntie I miss you so much. So many times I go to call you then realize that I cannot.You had a heart of gold and that was one of the reasons everyone loved you so. We were not ready for you to go (especially passing so close after my mom did), but its not about us and we know you were ready to go to see your family in heaven. RIP Auntie until we meet again. Love and miss you, Dawn.
A candle was lit by Niece Dawn M. Connors
on September 12, 2017 6:23 AM
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